i had been awaiting for this day to arrive. yupp, it is 29th of September today. it is a mixed feeling for me.
firstly, i'm off cast. my feet went abit swollen after the cast had removed. :(((( secondly, i will need to learn to walk. thirdly,a need of in&out of the hospital. fourthly, i need to studay badly. DO THE RIGHT THING, WHEN NO ONE IS WATCHING. :D
i felt GREAT without my cast on& i can see my flesh yea. HOWEVER, i missed my cast too, cause got feeling with the cast for this whole month. the cast sleep with me, eat with me, taking exams with me, it had been with me all along with me. After the one month of crutches; i really need to learn how to walk. i took a lot of courage to build my confident to try walking again. the doctor insist me to walk,but i refused. i confessed it was really hard for me. i took 3 hours to learn how to walk. BUT still dunno how to rotate. hais =/
my skins dried up after a long time of not exposed to the air. my muscles is just like a piece of TOFU. sooo weak no strength at all. erm.. i walking like a penguin like that.
Now than i know that i should have treasure my legs. ppl pls treasure ur legs dun wait till u injured and then u treasure.
kinda scared esp the nurse saw my cast. i was like ahhhhh!~ PROCESSING... ...
proudly presenting...
slashed through my flesh.
Cutting
guess which one is ernest signature?
hahah! see the three words.
thelittlematchgirl 12:00 AM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
63 days
YAY!!! ^^ need to discipline+tenacity myself. o.O Never say die and dun GIVE UP! this 5 weeks need to make full use of it. :P kkies. :D hahah, he signed on my cast. :D All these questions was towered quite long ago. just haven't got the time to blog it out. no copyright! It is how i always self-reflected myself. just kinda share with you guys. Try questioning all these yourself.
In you life, Do you know who love you the most? Do you know who hate you the most? Do you know who is your enemy? Do you know who is most hateful person in your whole life? Do you know who is the sinful person? Do you know who is coming after your life? Do you know who is the most avengeful person that you ever met? Do you know who is the cheater? Do you know who is the most successful person? Do you know who is the failure? Do you know who is the one always uses violent? Do you know who is most threatening person in your life? Do you know who is getting more ruggedness? Do you know who is your best friend? Do you know who is always thereby for you? Do you know who is the one who care for you? Do you know who is the one who always make decision for you? Do you know who is the most obsence person? Do you know who is the one to be blamed? Do you know who is the one in wrong? Do you know who is the one in right? Do you know who is the one always hurting your feeling? Do you know who is the one to be responsible for your own acts? Do you know who is the one talks the most with you? Do you know where your soul are? Do you know who is the person who stalks you secretly? Do you knowwho is most slanderous person? Do you know who is the one you can trust? Do you knowwho is the one who gave you willpower? Do you know who is the one who gave you the courageous? Do you know who is the person that you can rely on? Do you know who is the one who always give your problems? Do you know who is the one solves the problems/conflicts?
problems that lies in you.
Did you forgive that person? Did you ever forget this person before? Did you ever thank this person before? Did you tell the person sorry before? Did you broke your promise to that person before? Do you dare to confession your mistake? Do you love yourself? Do you hate yourself? Do you know who is the mastermind? Do you realised when you are pointing someone with your one finger, there are 4 other fingers pointing at yourself? BTW, Who do you see in the mirror?
In your whole entire life, did you ever ask these kind of questions before? Who know? you, yourself know it better! ANSWER: YOU.
i want to see the best in myself. :D
thelittlematchgirl 5:30 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
62 days
ONE MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!
AND i will know my conditions. whatever it is! i need to face up my reality. kinda need to use the MAGIC LAMP given to us. I WANT TO WORK HARDER THAN LAST YEAR. This is what i WANT!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D
Yay!!
ERNEST WONG is BACK by tml!!! better get motivated by him. :D
thelittlematchgirl 3:30 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
61 days
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEFFERY!!! :D wish you all the best for your O's kkies. :) a lil' present for you, jeff! just now, didn't got the chance to say. :)))))
Wassup Wassup! kinda busy during online these days. everytime got ppl cropped up or crashed with their own shifts. then me hor, very poor thing de leh. take-over kkies! diao -_________-''
GAA!!~ got back my prelim papers? not really all of them. hmm.. kinda tired today walking in and out the AVT. =(
quite shocking with that kind of results. i dun care much on passing or not? this shows that i still need to PRACTISE MORE!!!
hmm... this is a FASTING month. all my malay friends are fasting. GAA!~ Do you know what? without fasting, you can never know foods actually is soo delicious and water is soo precious. esp when we indulging FOODS&DRINKS.
it's easy to say,but it's difficult to do. 只要笑一笑, 没什么过不了! make love not war. :D
thelittlematchgirl 3:30 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
60 days
hang me!!
Yay! my prelimmmm had come to an end. we are breaking freeeeeee!!!! =D wooohooo! weeee!~ can enjoy liao? NO!! you can't!! continue to excel man!
mhmm... in the morning i spent 1hr of MCQ. next paperEL p1&2 starts at 9.30am till 12.55pm. 1hr 40mins+1hr 45 mins w/o any break! i knew it's a hard day for me today! =/ thanks you my soul.
thelittlematchgirl 7:13 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
59 days
5 more days left!! :D
Recently, i had been hearing things. i felt like someone is looking for me. i felt that person had been calling my name. Especially during night, i really heard my phone is ringing. but there had no sign of missed calls. i had been asked my brother did u hear something? he said no!
i had been thinking too much. My mind went bizarre!! Do you know what? yes what. Do you know what my mind thinking about? i, myself also dunno what my mind thinking all the day.
Do you know when it O's level? 6th of November. i know O's level are drawing nearer. D: Am i slacking too much? yes, i am. where my goals/aims? no idea. =/
but i'm sure of one thing. i saw this in my blog. i trying to move on!
i had no mean to say who is this. This is what i see in my msn!
thanks for calling me a ***ch!
thelittlematchgirl 4:12 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
58 days
6 more days...
i'll be free than :D
Chinatown is soo crowded tonight ya! kinda missed that kind of atmostphere ever since chinatown is under rennovation. sianx, it gonna take 18 months to complete with the new chinatown complex. Gaa!~ Chinatown is soo eerie these few months.
there was a short clip of fireworks, and more activities going on especially those lightings. kinda showcase some picts.
nightlights
whole stretch of the roadtwo cute elephants just above the bustop!
erm.. i got my first batch of supporters tonight, i was kinda nervous just now. After that, i was much more better. BTW, thanks ppl for supporting me. especially, todaealas,mr. cool, H2S04, cockroach, all those anonymous guests. i rec'd a comments by h2So4, she said that my voice sound like carrie chong? i was far too much from her lah. =/ lols. kinda thanks this ppl out there. kinda wanna to know more go and check out my schedule kkies. =D
kinda late now, time to sleep liao lah. goodnight! zzzZZ