Hiya , dearies!
Why do we have to think soo much, when we know there's no endless answer.
Cause, we can't live up to everyone's expectation?
Is this a good answer?
I doubt so.
When you used to it, maybe it's a habit.
When you not used to it, it's a pain in your ass.
Who doesn't want, someone there for you when you're falling.
it's always that the case uhhhh.
I always had this problem.
what?!! SAY!
my problem is "YOU all don't treat me too good."
I always have wrong feeling.
HAHAHHA!
But i have a truckloads of great friends surrounding me.
&& not everyone have this.
Trust me!
Cause friendship don't come easy and hard to build.
However, i failed in relationship but i gained tons of friendships.
LOVE YOU ALL MY DEAR DEAR FRIENDS! (((;
thelittlematchgirl
4:53 AM
I have decide to continue and further my studies.
I don't think is a rush decision.
I have waited for 2 years srsly.
&&& I have enjoyed working for almost 2 years. I met a lot of interesting colleagues and who are whole-hearted friends as well. I can't afford anymore luxury life cause going no more income soon. HAHAHHA. Get marry and my man give me allowance worz..
thelittlematchgirl
5:17 AM
My first post in 2012.
I know it's not a sign to post such thing but I still want to say it out.
Last night was my first off-day of the year.
went sheesha followed by shanghai dolly.
Fuking emooooo uh.
Drink Drank Drunk!
& Dancing on the dance floor like no one business.
Sometimes, Dancing is my remedy.
Crying is hurting my body immune system.
I choose not to cry. I'm strong enough to handle this.
found myself sleeping on the sofa after Wesley send me home.
How I wish, I have someone who can carry me home.
But I know it's wont happen in reality.
I dreamt I die.
If one day I die, will you all attend my funeral?
Anyway, I have a list of things to-do in January.
First is my Basic Theory of Driving.
I gotta go e-learning and read up the booklet.
I have no time lately.
CNY is coming soon.
Spring-cleaning to do.
Shopping for Chinese New Year 2012 too.
I have no time for myself to procrastinate.
I just don't feel comfortable all over lately.
Heartbeat faster, breathless, menses irregular, hands trembling and sweating sooo badly.
I need to arrange one day to do a full body checkup.
thelittlematchgirl
4:16 AM