As I reminisce my past, the great memories ended fast, focuses of lens glazing towards, Eyes of thousands blink as they watch, bodies of sardine cascade, a stench of dead fish lie over the sea, my mouth is being buttoned, feeling like a clown exhibiting on air, a burst of images of unspoken words.
Snap! Snap! Click! Click!
My eyes started to twitch, begging for mercy to let go of me, Procrastination is the thief of time, reluctantly to take any, evil laughter piercing through my eardrums, cold sweat dripping down my forehead, resort with no choice, under a spell, sitting down like a wooden doll.
Snap! Snap! Click! Click!
edited: with the help of zarinna as well. first two lines especially! hahahaha. jealous until face turn purple.
THANKS!
thelittlematchgirl 11:18 PM
fucking idiot!
sometimes, there are some strangers get to chat you. the starting of the chat is damn good. after on, they ask you something personal ... out of no way? a sudden ask u for sex! fucker right?
sometimes i really wonder what type of bird brains do they have.
i just feel very insulted! fucker!
this always happen on the ladies. some despo idiot out there hiding behind the computer screen. i had never heard of the man's version. the lady ask for man for that. hahah.
i'm thinking too much.
& now i am rushing my poem! on the eleventh hour!~ thanks jiayi for correct my grammars.
will post the final piece of my poem. yeah!
thelittlematchgirl 2:42 AM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
fucking tired!
My Mother's Wooden Chest.
Peti Kayu Ibuku is a tale of a daughter's love-hate relationship with her stepmother. A one-woman play, Peti Kayu Ibuku takes us on a journey of a woman's suffering at the hands of a woman she calls “mother” during her growing years, to their reconciliation at the time of her death. The play is the Malay version of Kuo Pao Kun's English version (which is a translation of the Mandarin original by Ng Xin Yue)
this is my first time to a live drama play. i arrived there 6.45pm too EARLY! so i went to the library to grab some books while waiting. it is a malay play with english subtitles.*not trying to be bias*
She memorised the whole script. *including one thing, im not sure if she got forgot her lines anot?* She is the only Actress throughout the play. She acted several roles.
i quite touched in the middle of the story. especially she self-expression it out her own inner feeling. sounds like a True Story. anyway, this play is translated from the original mandarin play by Ng Sin Yue.
i had a few bad comments on it. firstly, it is held in The Necessary Stage Black Box, a small stage with limit seats. and throughout the whole play, my neck keep looking up at subtitles! didnt have much time looking down at the actress. because once i look at the actress i'll missed the subtitles. and i'm fucking angry with the subtitles! i didnt even read finished the subtitles. It was replaced by another ! long subtitles screen less than 2 seconds! short subtitles screen more than 5 seconds! As she speak faster, the subtitles is being fast forward!!!!! not even got the chance to read at all. BENEFITS all the malays!~
& some parts was quite laughable. i read the subtitles i don't find it funny at all. Overall, i just don't understand the ending part.
From today onwards, i am a baby-sitter, my niece. & so on the days. goodness! my legs is breaking walking with her nearby my house. & homeworks is like countless and have not complete.
P.S: Do Not Ask Me Out! Thank you.
thelittlematchgirl 12:00 AM
Friday, April 25, 2008
Peti Kayu Ibuku
Watching a play at Marine Parade CC at 8pm. Peti Kayu Ibuku means My mother's Wooden Chest
bye-bye ! here i comes.
thelittlematchgirl 3:51 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
lazy entry!
everyday school life as per normal nothing special lor.
i'm blogging during lesson. too tired to pay attention. & now my muscles aches very badly. i need massenging! i'm still thinking whether to skate later. :x
Recently, join a new cca, volleyball. erm... to me is wasn't a new cca. but is my favourite pastime! lucky got liwen accompany me throughout. or else another dreadful cca. Tough training, let me reminsced last time my jiao lian (coach) coaching us demons training. the feeling is back! hahahah. i think i now very fat liao! BECAUSE ..... i cant run as much as last time! they made us run two rounds. one round of the running track, i had already feel exhausted. show that i super weak! ahhhh....
how come how come??
okay. now back into school life. everyday also practical ! wiring wiring ! connected connected. very randomly i found something damn lame stuffs in the voltmeter!
thelittlematchgirl 11:09 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
let nature take its course.
SERIOUS! there still no progress making new classmates. we are still totally strangers. meet and see each other in classes. or maybe we lazy to talk.
all i can say : Let nature take its course !
Do not always expect the unexpected!
another terrible week is coming! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHH~
thelittlematchgirl 12:27 AM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
can change Course?
should i say study life is getting tougher or rather worst!!!! i dunno wad the lecturer is teaching WHAT SHIT!!!! i starts to hate all lectures and tutorials. First, the uncomfortable seat and stupid idiotic table in the Lt!!!!! Second, the BORING, LAME, UNCOOL, RUDE classmates!!!!!! They are trying hard to tell a joke and failed TERRIBLY BAD!!!!!!!!!
Everyday, i felt like i've learnt nothing! with soo many lectures. All i know is i'm waiting for break! 12-1PM I dunno i cant absorb or WHAT! just bring back one empty, carefree brain back home!!!!!!
SUCH A MUNDANE ENVIRONMENT! i keep on thinking about year 3 stuffs! whereas, YEAR 2 is hard to surviving through in a vicious cycle! with no much friends!!
i wanna cry liao lah! such a boring class!
i feel soo sleepy ! i feel soo restless ! i feel soo empty ! i just feel soo SAD ! D':
thelittlematchgirl 7:21 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
First Day of School in year 2.
got to pity all the ECYP students. speaking from my heart.
got into a class that being outcast original. Some are friendly, try to make friends with you. Some are unsociable, try to talk among themselves. ( like they treat you invisible ) Some are arrogant noobs!
I really prefer to be with my OWN CLASS in year One. Like Beijia said: " i miss meihar and zarinna voices! jst like last time sooo joyful and plenty of laughters. feel soo uneasy without them in class."
i not trying to say anything. but i really AGREE with her lor. Thank you Beijia. ((((:
First day of school, already had plenty of hmwk. 2 drafts poems 1 project work 15% of it.
3 hmwk have to hand in next monday. i left with 6 days to complete! i need help, need inspiration! totally madnesss.
14 malays students. 6 chinese students. First time majority.
2 malays girls. 2 chinese girls.
some from Filipino, Bangladesh, Thai, Chinese-indo...
the moments, i walked into the class. The feeling like sooo wrong! 10 plus malays students inside. i'm the chinese girl.
Thinking hard inside my head. ALONE RANGER! :"(
a malay guy see me alone at one corner. i was the only white skin out of 10+ malays. He sudden said: "hey, don't outcast urself lah!"
i like whoaaa! A big shocking to me!
hahahaha... sooo nice of them. Next week friday, got NIGHT OUTING with the whole class to watch a play at esplanade. after that got to review about the whole play. another 15 % of the modules. sounds cool. but not as simple as you think. somemore, it's in MALAY language play. subtitles... zzzz not long after that scriptplay& drama. will be shameless infront of the crowds. AUDIENCES~
Tml will be the day to meet my actual classmates. praying hardddddddddddddddddddd~
thelittlematchgirl 12:00 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Vote my wawa.(:
Hey guys! my second post of the day again.
Playing online games at home. doesnt mean only one game in there. some people may think playing with people you dont even know where got fun? But i dun think that way.
somehow, i got addicted to it. whole day playing viwawa online. viwawa-ing dont even make me feel tired. During exam period, i play viwawa to release stress in between the time i resting. hahahahah. my schmates even joined with me. hahaha. match it, sushido, big2.5, wahjong are my favourite games. i even play with my siblings. & you can create your own wawa with ur own style. play games also can have Trophies and Badges. sometimes, playing alone with strangers is also fun. get to interact with people you not even know their names.
SCHOOL is going to reopen! on more day to 14th April! i always long for sch reopen. so that life would be packed with things to do. you will have fun and laughter among your friends.
A new classroom, new faces, unfamiliar lecturers going to teach you.
monday- IS day! SEDP- self expression though drama& poetry. i going to faint inside the class. one hand can count all the number of chinese students.
still got tuesday, wednesday, thursday&friday. again! i got into the last second class of the module.
TA12 Module Group
TA13 Module Group
TA14 Module Group
TB11 Module Group
TB12 Module Group
TB13 Module Group
New friends. ya. ya. ya. Yoke Thing Cheang Yi Le Chew Zhi Yao Chong Yi Fang Mei Har Fong Wee Loon Allan Goh Muhammad Faisal Johari Kim Han Lee Seng Kee Neo Hui Ru Cindy Ng Seok Hiang Ng Guo Xiong Ong Yue Tien Jonathan Ong Siew Hong Philbert Ow Wee Chuan Melvin See Shankar Selva Kumar Soon Hong Desmond Tan Kang Jun Alexander Toh Hai Liang Yeo
Fully packed with 21 students.
why am i thinking the negative way? maybe they good leh?
thelittlematchgirl 5:17 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
i've been TAGGED!
Instructions: Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D
1) At what age do you wish to marry? never thought before. maybe 26.
2) Have you gave your first kiss away? .......
3) Who is the person/people you trust the most? best/close friends, family&me.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence? for sure. 101%
5) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what will it be? erm... have a happy life with someone you love.
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain? such a question. of course, there is.
7) What are you afraid to lose most now? closest kins.
8) Do you believe in eternity love? hard to say.
9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? hahahhahha. maybe bah.
10) List out three good points about the person who tagged you? arrrrr..... they kpo! ahahh. no lah. they are nice, care and concern about you. shown that i have such fortunate friends. hahahh.
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other self? who really treat me well.
12) What type of person do you hate the most? those who hate me real bad.
13) What is your ambition? media media media media.
14) If you have a fault, would you rather people around you point it out? of course. so that you will learn from your own mistake.
15) What do you think is the most important things in your life? goals.
16) Do you find it's a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no. dun mean dun have any cant survive.
17) Overall, do u think you're a good person? no. sometimes, i have evil thoughts! hahah.
18) What kinda friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes? who are true from their hearts.
19) If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change? my forgetfulness.~
20) What do i need now? just need more time to rest!
Who is being tagged? Roman, Zarinna, Hwee Xin, Rebecca, Kay, Alvin Yeow, Avier, Jiayi.
thelittlematchgirl 8:25 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Endorphin :P
EVERYBODY! come come come come!!~ you may believe it or not!!! 0.O meihar crazy over some taiwan idols??? & start to have a few chinese album in her itunes. who say only have a few songs!
who always soo anti? NOOOOOOO! sometimes, will even feel headache listening chinese songs.! not anti hor i tell you~! is just very little chinese song really i like.
i'm crazy over some Taiwanese Drama&OST. & now finding one Korean Drama. i think i at hongkong really nothing to do. Beside sitting down on the bed writing lyrics and noted down my expenditures. In the middle of the night, switched on the television. watched loads of the chinese and cantonese MTV. naturally in love with it. until 4am than go and sleep. morning 9am not willing to wake up.
Romantic Princess. roleplay: Angela Zhang,Wu Zun, Calvin. i like the song alot! Xin Wo! i keep humming the song. it just toooo nice.
xin wo MV by S.H.E & Fahrenheit! i watched the MTV every moment when the laptop is on. i'm like endorphin into it. omg!omg! omg! =X
hope you all will also like it too. :D
ahahahahah. today have two posts! just really feel like blog, blog and blog! ONLY blogging! :P
thelittlematchgirl 7:11 PM
HK+bday :)
10 Days In Hong Kong
bye to singapore. in the skytrain. sua ku again. 1st time take. hahah.
just landed hk. in the bus.
get a sip of it.
xu liu shan Last time Singapore shaw tower there got one outlet. too expensive the deserts. singaporeans dont patronise. close down. -.-zzzz
This is Taken from the lastest shopping Centre . MEGABOX! (:such a big television with audios. soo cool. Happy Easter's Day!
28th March after shopping at tsim sha shui.
bought a few hardrock tees. ((: saw cute advertisements. bro! ((: windy and a little foggy! `glowing.mummy&baby! my grandfather who everyday sleep next to me. O.O!
BEEF!
ready? dun chat! steamboat. raw prawn! still moving de wor. i going to eat you up! hahahahahhahahahahahahah~
LANGHAO FANG! the longest escalator. i'm standing on the highest peak of the shopping mall. height fright!? no. hahahha.
HEROIC RENDEZVOUS! suntec city there got one outlet! very sweet de the tops! ahahah.
went to my grandfather's bro hse.
they had a cute furry dog. hyperactive when saw people in the hse. hahaha. hardly you will see me playing with dog. ahhaha.
30th MARCH'08 had great meal. great relatives by my side. great family i've got. great place i'm in.
great day!' foggy&misty. niece*mummy!
today is my birthday where shall we go? i asked my family. erm... let go see GOLDEN FLOWER! let go HONGKONG there. need to crosss over the sea. hhahha. asking around people. finding the way there. the story behind it. i put down my bag to take photos. my niece took my bag and hang over her neck to pass it to me. MUACKS !! sooo smart girl! like a small adult. ((((((: yayyayyayay! (did you see the flag behind?) At 6pm they had flag ceremony! alot of tour groups surrounded it. hahhaha. the police lowering down the flag. is this my present, flower? hahah. or my champion? hahahah.
hope the light lead me to success !~
i'm contented with very littlest simple thing. a simple wanton noodles for dinner. 31st March'08. :] the weather turns cold 17 degree Celsius !
everyday, like have misty( like small little raindrops) cold and windy those few days. i love that kind of weather. but my skin really dry up. that is real bad! zzzzz meihar! this is your present from me! hahahha. ohhh! great! i want to share with my family! hahahahah.
my chinese Birthday. in total i had two birthday! ahhahaha. & i had two bday cakes. another one is my relatives self-made mango moose. double MANGOES! ahhahah :]my sister bought for me. really nice cake. THANKYOU! <3>
blowing my candle. hahahahahhahah. cutting cake. End of celebration. :>
Aftermath, went MONGKOK for night shoppers. hahaha. my brother bought me a Branded Wallet: Laosmiddles! sooo sweet! first time give me present. hahahhaha. he rarely spend any money because he sick for a few days in hk. whole family falls sick. even my niece. everyone at least one day. need to applause my grandfather the stronger of all.
& i spent lots of money on buying other stuffs in that shop. cosmetics bag, coin purse. my brother got himself a wallet too. sister as well. bro-in-laws got a belt.
yet now i still cant adapt to the weather in SINGAPORE. my skins like burning under the hot sun! a normal small scratches led to red marks and bleed alittle.
hope that i will back to normal. yeah! :)
thelittlematchgirl 6:19 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
CHINA TRIP. Panyu. (:
6 days in China.
Went to their City Area to walk, shop, eat. Only there you can find Macdonald, KFC fastfood. Branded goods and many more. The road there really complex. anyhow on the pathway, you may heard vehicles horning you. first few times they horned you. you feel scared. afterall, get used to it. People there don't even scared of vehicles. even crossing zebra-crossing are dangerous. vehicles don't stop for you. People there anyhow cross the road de. I told my relatives crossing the road is soo exciting. Have to walk briskly or Run....hahahhaha. Most people have their own motorcycles or bicyles. It commonly seen over there.D riving there is like not really safe.
Spent half-a day in the Guangzhou Panyu Zoo. Been there twice. i'm ashamed to said i had never went Singapore ZOO before. hahhaha. some weird bird. forgot the name.
LIONSSSSSSSSSS is GIRL. no fur on the head. Tiger is BOY! had fur on the head. LIONS.
The Most Popular koala bear in china. Huanhuan and Lele. They are twins. soo cute right?
some black boar!!!
Giraffe! Do you all know giraffe cannot bend below than 15 cm down? or else they have high blood pressure. Giraffe's hse.
ZEBRAsss~
SUPER BIG POLAR BEAR. eat bamboooooo.
This is camels.
SWANS. they have different breed.
I love the polar bear. I called their real names. They turned their body and pose infront of my camera.
BLUEBIRDS
BLACK SWAN.
white swans with black necks.meh meh meh. SHEEPS.old sheep. peacock.small lamb.ostricts.... hahaha. hippo.... leopard. i know you cant seee.... boneyyyyyy.
China is where our goods made from.MIC!!hahahahh. really eye-opening. i get to see how the people make quails(blacket) alot of oldies stuffs that cant find in SG. never look down on cheap stuffs. they are equally good and comfortable.
The start of the day made me worry about my IS MODULE. 24th march! 8am! super worry if zarinna remember my selecting modules day. FIRST time to MACAU. though it only half-day trip. in the breadcar 3 hours to the destination immigration to MACAU. heard sooo much things about macau just never had went there before. There are? ALot of CASINOs!!! The building there looks like palace. sooo italy style. wahhhh... my addiction! i cant imagine when singapore casino open? i guess my wherebout must be in casino? hahahahahha..
the first thing we went THE VENETIAN (hotel resort)to eat follow by casino. Using china $$$ in macau. Macau currency damn zzzzz. but inside casino they use HKD $$$ to change chips. i am legal to walk in the casino. my bro was not able to go in& my sis and bro-in-law and niece cant go in. They SHOP and walk around there. out of 10. 9 will LOSE!!! but i am the lucky one ! i win $$$$$$ inside. at first using my mum $$. i win quite alot for my mum. my dad and i decide to place the bet. she had no ideas. just " up to you" "depend on me?" she giving me $$ to place bets. i won HKD $400! for my mum. ending up she LOSE it all. -.-
i love to bet on ROULETTE! my lady luck is there. i don't care i went to use my HKD $$ to place bet. my grandfather hold me back. " ehs, you still want to bet!?" omgomgomogomomg.
i said i don't care. win means win. lose means lose.
i win the 1st round. lose the 2nd round. increase my bets. my base: HKD$200! i won! my mum ask me one number that she like. borrow HKD $25 and lose for me. -.-" btw, one chip is HKD $25. i left with 7 chips on my hands. my dad said dun bet anymore. i said noooo! last bet. my dad ask me place all the chips on the bet! you know what?? my hands is shivering and sweating!!!!!!!!! i damn nervous! cause if i win i will have HKD $350. if i lose even my HKD $200 is no more.
TADAAAAAAAAAAAAA!~ i WON!!! wowowoowowowowowowowow~~~~
i cant imagine. really! my uncle lose a 6 thousands lah.
i love most is ROULETTE. it super fun. went macau to find the most famous PORK BUN! hahahah. super nice. hard time finding the shop. TADAAAAAA~
super crowded lah. & it's long queue.
The most TERRIBLE Thing :
I had terrible headache at Macau. long journey in the van. fall sick immediately.
my uncle bring us to eat. knowing me not feeling that good. the china restaurant. The stairs are super scary. i ate snake & frog congeee! & alot of weird stuffs you cant find. shells like "zhuzhu" it's super yummy!!!!
thelittlematchgirl 5:38 PM
meihar'theblackcity
MEIHAR™ ❤
A BIG TWOTWO
30th march
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ECYP'07
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