Firstly, come to my mind was stupid workshop and wasting my time and the duration was so long lor. BUT i was wrong.
well, these three long days. It was a meaningful workshop i ever attend before.
i didn't expect that this course let me learn how to spend my time wisely and know what are my goals and dreams. All awhile i am a poor memory person + no time planning at all. This why my parent always scold me for being so blur at home. This is what my parents favourite sentence '' After sch, come home, play comp, watch tv, do nothing or go out and not doing a single homework. worst still, they compared me to my brother that i have to study so hard than he do. ya lar, he is clever and i'm stupid all the times. SO WHAT if he pay attention in class and he get TOP IN CLASS ''FIRST POSITION" and does not mean he do not have to do homework at all. This is so boastful of my freaking brother is.
i always like to chiong and revising my homework at the last minutes esp during exams.
This wonderful super teens workshop is a WAKE UP CALL. i really can't deny this fact. Although, we all left with 3 months plus. yet, we are working hard towards OUR GOALS. The biggest objectives of this workshop is to help the graduating pupils to develop GREATER MOTIVATION and INCREASED CONFIDENCE to meet the challenges ahead, OUR big "O" level examinations. From this course, we learn to STUDY EFFECTIVELY and PRINCIPLES and STRATEGIES to achieve personal goals.
all credits goes to ERNEST WONG and his partners, KEN, GABRIEL and PETER.
i learns a lot of concepts that can't buy with money.
On the very first day, i missed some talks, i confessed due to the chinese "O" ORAL in the afternoon. All of us just learn some basics study tips that i supposed we already know. Luckily, there are some lames and cold jokes that made me stay awake.
Day 2, this course went further than expected. Everyone in the LT 4 was touched by the speakers who triggered our unhappy moment in our past. THEY made me recalled back two of my grandmothers passed away together week after week. This ernest went to globe into our background and our ESSAY and we wrote on the very first day. i was so scared what i had written and he will read it out. Becos most of the ''VICTIMS'' come from the sec 5 lor. Suddenly, ernest was frustrated and he threw the glass cup at one corner. i was like stunned at the moment. What he was doing was to make us in the LT 4 cried badly. especially, he mentioned that he wanna us to meet someone important in OUR life. Actually, when i closing my eyes, i was thinking hard who was the important person was it my myself, parents, siblings or friends. ermm, i have already knew the answer. BUT i didn't expected that one of the speakers came to me and told me to open my eyes and see who the person i was hoping to see. another song,"Hero" by mariah carey.
Who you all guys saw in the mirror?? Answer: myself.
i was trying to control my tears but failed.
That night i sleep well maybe due to the serious heavy eyes bags i got.
I was feeling YEAH!!!YEAH!!! because i coming to the last day of course on friday. He made me REMEMBERED him after this course ,down deep in my heart. The best of the night was ernest's story about his father. i was really touched. Even those who didn't wanna cried also cried badly. BUT what surprised me was shimah wasn't crying. haiz, my parents can't made their way to RVHS to listen the ''SPECIAL DEDICATION'' made by ernest. The very last part of the closing ceremony was to hug our teachers. On that day, it was my FIRST time seeing miss khoo cried and miss choong crying inside the toliet!? she came to me and asked me for tissue. hey!! of course, i gave it to her lar. lastly, one piece of song dedicated to us ''If we hold on together" by diana ross.
what the ****!!! my parents thinking why so late still haven't go home! keep on calling me during the talk. argghhh... ....
When i was back home, time was 11pm plus sia. i'm super tired than. ZZzzzz...
hahaha!!!! i think i'm missing ernest voice.yeesh, he is my living motivation. Every words he mentioned is all for our own good. i loves his favourite sentence ''I am a nice man, and i loves childrens. hehehe~
afterall, he really a nice chap as before i thought a crazy fellow. hahhahha!!!!
The most important is following your own thoughts.
Today, i told everything to my mum that what was going on and what she missed yesterday. Before i talking finished she interrupted and was telling me '' Aiya, all these things, i know lar.!! I think she really needs to sign up this workshop, she really dun know what was going on!!! all i did was to PROVE IT TO HER THAT THIS WORKSHOP meant a lots to me, and shaped my thoughts. She was thinking that i was trying to be funny with her sia!! she went to TEST me!! what the **** sia!!? a silly mother i have. She made me doing all the household chores at one go. I PROVED IT TO HER THAT SHE WAS WRONG. She and my sis was clever, went to test me by trying to tempt me to watch tv. nope i didn't interested at all. so surprising, cos i know myself that i'm those ppl watch tv and rooted to the ground and hates interruption during the shows begins.had a new haircut.
yawned!!! sleepy liao lar.
Goodnight than! ZZZzzzz... ...
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poor dad, accidently scalded by hot water this morning. So stubborn of him, insisting to work for today. now he was screaming in pain. i'm feeling bad cos i was standing at one side looking at his large patches of swollen legs.
damn scary.
NOW MY SISTER and MY DAD GOING TO HOSPITAL A&E to see a doctor.
Later, my mum and i going to close the shop.
thelittlematchgirl
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