meihar'theblackcity.

This two weeks, i had already been not sleeping very well.
Every night, got a lot a lot of things really hinder me back.
Yet, i try to overcome it.
Today, i went to my store to have my dinner with my family.
We were chatting with each other.
Every little thing happens in our daily life.
We were very happily and of course a lot of laughters.
And i realised one thing, almost every night, when i fall into deep sleep.
My bro and mum overheard me, talking in my sleep.
Showing a sign of super stressfulness in poly.

And my whole brain was thinking about choosing course for my year 2!
Electronic and Computer Engineering.
Electrical Engineering.
Mechanical Engineering.
Mechatronic Engineering.
This 4 courses keep flashing in my mind!
no idea which one to choose.

very fustrated!

Happily switch on my laptop to online.
And i received a super bad news from her.
" Read my blog but after you read dont ask me about it."
The First thing is read her blog.
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Tears flowing down my cheek.
Cant hold back my tears.
That feeling is totally like graduation day!

First of ALL.
I wasn't really sooo into NP when i was posted here.

In SCC, i get to know a lot of friends.
Had a lot of fun in SCC.
I still remembered the scenario how i get to know my first friend Avier.
She is really very cute and one similar thing same like me, like to cam-whore de.
Though, we are in different course.
She is the only friend i know.
Every week, will text her where to meet and go cca together.
And of course, We shared alot of little secrets between us.
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
hahahah...

She now had become my good friend of mine.
And she wrote a lot of good lyrics!
This is one thing, i cant deny.
Though, i know you almost a year soon.
You are really nice to me.
REALLY, from the bottom of my heart!
no one can replace you!
I will really miss you ! REALLY ! REALLY !

And my good friend Jiayi!
Graduating soon!

AND now going to left me alone! :"((((((((
ahhhhhh! *sob sob*
threesome becoming one.
For sure, every moment we had will be stored in my memories!

i really will be distraught !

Lastly, i will definitely treasure every single moment from now onwards with you two.
Though, you all still on earth.
i scare this one day, we will distanced.
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN YOUR ENDEAVOUR! ((:

I cant carry on blogging already this post.
really sobbing very badly. :"(((((((((
cannot get swollen eyes for tml.
*continue another day*

thelittlematchgirl
1:47 AM