soon soon!
2 weeks in china.
i had been counting down to 7th October.
4 weeks more to go.
Today is DEC!
father foooooo is teaching us!
9am lesson.
he told us to be in class by 8.45am.
because they sure late-comers.
DEC topic 2.
omg!?
i seem forgotten my DEC topic 1.
hahahah.
today, seem not smooth for me.
seem like a big stone blocking me moving forward.
or is it me?
thinking too much?
i think i miss my family!
i missed the foods that my dad cooks!
i just started to homesick, missed everyone who are dearly to me.
hahah.
friends, besties~
maybe... perhaps..?
i was lost during DEC lesson today..
i dunno, just very clueless what mr foo teaching us.
i just don't get it!
don't understand~
i starts to fade away in class.
im not paying attentive...
something knocking real hard in my heart!
i just need to REVISE this chapter very badly.
I was telling myself meihar meihar!
please find one day, sit down and study and try to understand DEC topic 2!
i just need help !
just need someone sit down with me and teach me patiently.
Lecture just ended somehow.
time for break!
bought lunch and eat in dorm.
afternoon, lesson tutorial 2.
i was struggling in my tutorial 2 !
i dont understand the question is asking?
damn shit?!
how?
turn around and ask help.
looking my classmates, they seem to understand and busy doing.
i was staring into space, looking left and right!
i felt sooo helpless.
no one there hear my sorrow!
i just complained complained to my mummy on long distance call.
& i feel soooo lonelyyy...
without them around me.
no one over here understand me at all.~
i seem to be weirdo!
but then i must learn to be independent of cause.
yes! i am actually.
strong in appearance.
soft inside!
yesterday, arthur, shuxian and zhiyao went to do hairdo.
i was like... sooo sudden.. ask me to wait for them to do.
now they just went to cut and make hairs without me.
zhiyao was complaining that the new hairstyle don't suit him.
and he dyed purple no colour at all.
today, he went back to dye again and straighten his hairs.
i was thinking very hard whether to rebond or perm.
i wanted to try perm.
i know perm will make me look auntie or wadever lah.
at the end, i was persuaded to perm.
so i perm. spent hours and hours doing my hairs.
& i didnt attend the student exchange meeting.
cause i loves giving ideas.
10.30pm just finished perming.
havent even do treatment.
cause it really late.
& while perming and doing ur hairs.
i was eating.
damn cheena!
hhahha
show you the before and outcome of my hairs.
i can tell you i hate the hairs.
tooo curly!
4hours30mins inside the salon!
i even fall asleep lah!
i dye red for my hairs.
but they said don't too red!
dont suit me!
let me show you one picture i dye my hair in PANYU in guangzhou during march.
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thelittlematchgirl
11:37 PM