Soo much things for me to mention.
Blogging at this kind of time is really kind of abnormal.
Cause it already 4.01am, after working for 6 days and tmr is my off day.
Yay, as usual i love my weekends off.
I can said i like to stay home as much as i would like myself to be at.
I'm not a loner, cause i don't wish to stay out and be home with family.
Or maybe by myself. I'm totally fine with it.
been many years, i have been looking out for L.
lately, i have a lot of bad dreams. really bad bad bad dreams.
& i have a lot of J'sy.
it's just feel very weird for me to feel that.
Maybe, i think it's TWJ.
But it's wasn't.
I feel like a outsider whenever I see with E&WJ seeing them working soo closely.
kind of no one know this.
I would tell unless you ask lor.
Even if ask, i also won't say.
I just wanna to be leave and go back to school.
Tmr i will be applying my university application tgt with my bro.
I just wanna leave and don't care alr.
maybe the problem lies with me.
But whatever. I do what i like and im happy is good enough.
content? i don't feel.
happy? maybe when im with friends.
Sad? not exactly.
angry? how to feel angry when it's wasn't at all.
Emo? I think i am 100% sure.
jealousy? i know is 85%.
maybe im arrowing another direction.
Which makes me feel better. Whatever lah!
I wanna sleep well and don't think soo much.
Emo thanks! for being throughout the night with me. hahhhahah.
my narcissism
thelittlematchgirl
4:15 AM
