My first post in 2012.

I know it's not a sign to post such thing but I still want to say it out.
Last night was my first off-day of the year.

went sheesha followed by shanghai dolly.

Fuking emooooo uh.
Drink Drank Drunk!
& Dancing on the dance floor like no one business.
Sometimes, Dancing is my remedy.
Crying is hurting my body immune system.

I choose not to cry. I'm strong enough to handle this.
found myself sleeping on the sofa after Wesley send me home.
How I wish, I have someone who can carry me home.

But I know it's wont happen in reality.

I dreamt I die.
If one day I die, will you all attend my funeral?

Anyway, I have a list of things to-do in January.
First is my Basic Theory of Driving.
I gotta go e-learning and read up the booklet.
I have no time lately.
CNY is coming soon.
Spring-cleaning to do.

Shopping for Chinese New Year 2012 too.
I have no time for myself to procrastinate.

I just don't feel comfortable all over lately.
Heartbeat faster, breathless, menses irregular, hands trembling and sweating sooo badly.
I need to arrange one day to do a full body checkup.